
Monday, February 23, 2009
SUPERNATURAL

Dyson Dyson Dyson

What do you do. . .
. . . when you just cant do it anymore? This last week my family had a big come apart. My little sister got caught in a bunch of lies, my mom and dad fought like you wouldnt believe, and I kinda got caught in the middle of it. For the first time, I saw a side of my dad that I was not too pleased with. He was very angry and hostile when he got home from a long week in new york on business. But on the other hand he kinda had a right to be. The house was a mess and nothing was picked up, the dishes werent done (in fact they were overflowing) and my sister handn't tried to help with anything. But some of his words spoken and actions made probably didnt help the situation any. I now know what my sister goes thru with him. He puts her down a lot and it breaks my heart cuz no one needs to go thru that. You cant expect a child to succeed with no support, and the childs actions will only reflect the negativity that is being put onto them. But how do you turn this around? When the parent is being hurtful, and the child wont listen. . . who makes the first move? The child has no respect for the parent in this case, but neither does the parent for the child. My mom always asks me what I think that they could do better to improve the situation in their household, but I just dont know what to say anymore, and I cant take the stress anymore from wanting to fix things but not being able to. Okay well I just had to get that off my chest and vent a bit.
Monday, February 16, 2009
i hate being a girl
there is too much drama! i hate it. i hate how girls turn everything upside down and sideways and backwards and everywhich way other than the right way. Why over react when you can just talk like about it with each other like grown ups? why do all girls have to go off and just assume that someone is mad at them, when really its just a simple miss-communication that could be solve if they would talk about it and solve the problem at hand from the beginning?
sometimes i wish girls would just fight like guys. throw a couple of punches and then everything is fine and dandy again. life is too short to jump to conclusions when you dont know the whole story. I CANT READ MINDS YOU KNOW! you have to tell me what i did wrong and then i will try to do better in the future. you cant just avoid the situation, because that just makes it worse. okay so that is my venting session. . . can i not be a girl now! PLEASE?!?! i dont wanna do it anymore if this is how it is gonna be for the rest of my life.
sometimes i wish girls would just fight like guys. throw a couple of punches and then everything is fine and dandy again. life is too short to jump to conclusions when you dont know the whole story. I CANT READ MINDS YOU KNOW! you have to tell me what i did wrong and then i will try to do better in the future. you cant just avoid the situation, because that just makes it worse. okay so that is my venting session. . . can i not be a girl now! PLEASE?!?! i dont wanna do it anymore if this is how it is gonna be for the rest of my life.
i have done nothing. . .
ALL FREAKIN WEEKEND!!! and it was so great. it has been one of those L...A...Z...Y weekends where you just lay around all weekend and do nothing. and the best part was that i didnt have to work or go to class today (which is monday by the way) so it was actually an EXTENDED lazy weekend which is even better. So all i've done is stayed on my chouch and watched some dvd's of a tv series that i just got into. my friend amanda let me borrow her ANGEL series dvd's and i only have one more disc to go before im done. its a really good show tho. :-) its got action, humor, and some romance here and there, which is everything i like! Waaahooooooo. and after im done with that i am going to start watching her dvd's of the tv series SUPERNATURAL. its all her fault that i am into all of this ghostly, vampire, supernatural shows. lol. but i have to hand it to her, they are all really good.
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